Somehow i rushed into things. What i thought was not what i wanted. Each time we went out, there was some guilt inside. I felt i let someone down. I tried each time to not let it get to me but somehow this caused a certain witholdness within. For that whole month that we did not meet, somehow it felt better. It was also that month when i did a lot of thinking. I felt that somehow our wants clashed. You wanted to feel like you were my gf, but i could not. I know you sacrificed a lot. You were always the one giving yet i was always the one taking. Somehow i got sick of the feeling of thinking of another when i'm with you. Sorry for that day when i shouted at you. I was irritated that day and i really did not wish to see you. Somehow you knew. I would like to thank you for tolerating all my shit and nonsense for the few months. I'm sorry. For now let time do the healing. I know this may not be enough, but i hope you understand. Memories will still be memories aye. Sorry that i've let you down, but do stay strong friend (:

Things have been happening, set me thinking. Sorry for taking so long. Been irresponsible, but its time to change. Time to concentrate on the task at hand now.